Inside Out (feat. Eleanor Dakota)

I've looked back to front, far and wide, all about

I stripped and gutted the place, Inside out

But to no avail I still fail, nothings here for me, need another route

I've searched every nook and cranny, but I'm at a loss

I've turned every stone in the valley, guess I should move on

I been looking for the answers I been searching far and wide

I'm tempted to just turn my back and leave it all behind

Jumping over hurdles just to find out I was walking in a circle

Now I'm starting to think it's time I draw the line

I guess I'm at a loss

I'm stressed and I'm exhausted I

Deposited my trust unaware of what the cost would be

Now I'm just a weary lone traveler who's lost at sea

Subject to the wave as it tosses me

I don't need your validation to fulfill me

I spend a lot of time wishing I could still be

The kid I once was, then I end up feeling guilty

For thinking through you I would find some real peace

And I apologize for believing in the lie that if I only had your love I would feel free

I'm running low on patience

My heart has been slowly breaking

I'm open to conversation but

I've looked, back to front, far and wide, all about

I stripped and gutted the place, Inside out

But to no avail I still fail, nothings here for me, need another route

I've searched every nook and cranny, but I'm at a loss

I've turned every stone in the valley, guess I should move on

I'm caught in this cycle of confusion

I'm tryna reach a conclusion

Or come up with a solution

I had your back and even through the times you were abusive

I still saw you as real or was that just an illusion?

I guess it's my fault for being idealistic

Instead of realistic

I feel like I might've missed out on what's right for me

I wanted perspective a perfect sight to see

But getting to the top is not the point of climbing trees

Still I turn the stones in the valley

Hands in my pocket all alone in an alley

Wondering if all of this will come to pass

And if I can come to grasp

With the fact that I ain't learning nothing fast

It's a slow journey, and I'm still working

Out my mess cause strong shoulders carry heavy burdens

I'm still learning, but I'm determined

And at my lowest

I've looked back to front, far and wide, all about

I've stripped and gutted the place, Inside out

But to no avail, I still fail, nothings here for me

Need another route

I've searched every nook and cranny, but I'm at a loss

I turned every stone in the valley, guess I should move on