Lily's

Do you remember fifteen baby?

I still hold it like a daydream

Not just a memory

But a precious painting

Every time that I smell lilies

I still think of what we could be

Oh darling

But you're you

And I'm me

I close my eyes

And make a million different versions of myself

And I die inside

Would you love me if I could be somebody else

Somebody else

Somebody else

Anyway the wind blows

I'll be in the shadows

Loving you from somewhere else

I long to hear your heart beat

Though it isn't for me

Loving you from somewhere else

I still remember eighteen baby

Losing myself while you found safety

Still hoping

Yearning

Maybe

I close my eyes

And make a million different versions of myself

And I die inside

Cause I still love you when you love somebody else

Somebody else

Somebody else

Anyway the wind blows

I'll be in the shadows

Loving you from somewhere else

I long to hear your heart beat

Though it isn't for me

Loving you from somewhere else

I'm obsessive

I'm naive

I don't know what's good for me

I'm addicted

Such a wreck and

I'm a little bit aggressive

I'm obsessive

I'm naive

I can't stand what's good for me

I'm addicted

Such a wreck and

I'm a little bit aggressive

I'm obsessive

I'm naive

I don't know what's good for me

I'm addicted

Such a wreck and

I'm a little bit aggressive

No repressing

What's inside

It's just me myself and I

And all my demons

Hear them screaming

You can't know that I'm still bleeding

Oh

Till my bones detach

And my lungs stop breathing

Oh

Till the hills collapse

And the world stops beating

Anyway the wind blows

I'll be in the shadows

Loving you from somewhere else

I long to hear your heart beat

Though it isn't for me

Loving you from somewhere else

Every time that I smell lilies

I still think of what we could be

Oh darling