I ran about three red lights
Keep thinking about why I should be alive
Keep thinking about the nights I can't get back
Realizing life is moving way too fast
Wishing that I could blame it on the trauma
Sometimes life don't go the way you wanna
But you can't run away from your shadow
Trust me I tried
The internal battles that we fight every night
When all of the ghosts of my past never sleep
I'm trying to hold onto what I believe
It turns out I been here before
So I'll make it out alright again and again
And I said
Way too long
Been falling for way too long
I'm tryna find my way home
But I'm falling away
I'm falling away
And I said way too long
I been on my own
Doing everything that's wrong
But I'm finding a way
I'm finding a way
I'm finding a way
Running right into problems
That I made up myself
Inside of my mind I solve em
But in real life, I fail
Look at myself reflection
Tryna deal with rejection
Maybe it's time to accept it
No, I never knew how to love (Never knew how to love)
Still I never once given up, no (Never once given up)
Tryna find all the ways to show
That I'm grateful for all that I have, aye
So I let the mask fall (So I let it fall)
I threw my pride against the wall (I threw my pride against the wall)
Because the truth is that I'm so scared of
Getting this whole thing wrong
And I've been falling for
Way too long
Been falling for way too long
I'm tryna find my way home
But I'm falling away
I'm falling away
And I said way too long
I been on my own
Doing everything that's wrong
But I'm finding a way
I'm finding a way
I'm finding a way
