Comfort in the Pain

It feels so bittersweet

Watching the days roll by

I know now, I can get better

But I don't want to try

I fought so hard to be

Where I am today

And I think to myself

Is it worth it?

I miss the comfort of that pain

Don't try to fix me

Don't throw my voice away

Hold in the silence

I'll find the comfort in that pain

I'm tired of opening doors

The ones that should stay closed

I know now I should trust the light

But the dark is all I know

We fought so hard to hear

Words we just couldn't say

And I know in my heart I deserve this

But I miss the comfort of that pain

Don't try to fix me

Don't throw my voice away

Hold in the silence

I'll find the comfort in that pain

Don't try to fix me

Don't throw my voice away

Hold in the silence

I'll find the comfort in the pain