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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cynthia Erivo
Cynthia Erivo
Vocals
Will Wells
Will Wells
Keyboards
Al Cleveland III
Al Cleveland III
Drums
Kyle Miles
Kyle Miles
Bass Guitar
Andrew Renfroe
Andrew Renfroe
Guitar
Alex Sutton
Alex Sutton
Guitar
Susan Mandel
Susan Mandel
String Conductor
Monique Brooks Roberts
Monique Brooks Roberts
Violin
Sita Chay
Sita Chay
Violin
Francesca Dardani
Francesca Dardani
Violin
Chiara Fasi
Chiara Fasi
Violin
Josh Henderson
Josh Henderson
Violin
Juliette Jones
Juliette Jones
Violin
Kevin Kuh
Kevin Kuh
Violin
Christiana Liberis
Christiana Liberis
Violin
Earl Maneein
Earl Maneein
Violin
Pierce Martin
Pierce Martin
Violin
Adriana Molello
Adriana Molello
Violin
Lavina Pavlish
Lavina Pavlish
Violin
Hajnal Pivnick
Hajnal Pivnick
Violin
Alex Weil
Alex Weil
Violin
Tiffany Weiss
Tiffany Weiss
Violin
Megan Yee
Megan Yee
Violin
Tia Allen
Tia Allen
Viola
Jarvis Benson
Jarvis Benson
Viola
Mario Gotoh
Mario Gotoh
Viola
Drew Griffin
Drew Griffin
Viola
Laura Sacks
Laura Sacks
Viola
Kayla Williams
Kayla Williams
Viola
Sasha Ono
Sasha Ono
Cello
Malcolm Parson
Malcolm Parson
Cello
Emily Hope Price
Emily Hope Price
Cello
Terrence Thornhill
Terrence Thornhill
Cello
Gavin Hardy
Gavin Hardy
Double Bass
Brian Holtz
Brian Holtz
Double Bass
Chris Johnson
Chris Johnson
Double Bass
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Cynthia Erivo
Cynthia Erivo
Vocal Arranger
Will Wells
Will Wells
String Arranger
Jessica Agombar
Jessica Agombar
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Cynthia Erivo
Cynthia Erivo
Vocal Producer
Will Wells
Will Wells
Engineer
Serban Ghenea
Serban Ghenea
Mixing Engineer
Bryce Bordone
Bryce Bordone
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Randy Merrill
Randy Merrill
Mastering Engineer
Myra Choo
Myra Choo
Engineer
Clay Blair
Clay Blair
Additional Engineer
Javon Gant-Graham
Javon Gant-Graham
Additional Engineer
Milan Beker
Milan Beker
Additional Engineer
Jake Prein
Jake Prein
Additional Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
4 a.m. and it's dark in the house
And I cry and I cry, and I screamed about a hundred times
I want you out of my mind
'Cause it's been so long since I knew what it was
To be held in the arms of a human that was warm and kind
You were so unkind
[PreChorus]
I wish I was honest for a moment
Bruises only heal when you apply some love and tenderness
You could cut me deeper than the ocean
But I refuse to drown, I'm coming up, I wanna breathe again
[Chorus]
I gave you my all, but you took the worst of me
Lightning and scars is all I got left of me
I came here for love, but now I don't want it anymore
I gave you my all, but you took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
[Verse 2]
We ended up like Romeo and Juliet
A curse on both our houses, oh
I know you feel alone
But I won't be the one to desert myself
I deserve to be loved, no fear that it would disappear
You were never here
[PreChorus]
I wish I was honest for a moment, yeah
Bruises only heal when you apply some love and tenderness
You could cut me deeper than the ocean
But I refuse to drown, I'm coming up, I wanna breathe again
[Chorus]
I gave you my all, you took the worst of me
Lightning and scars is all I got left of me
I came here for love but now I don't want it anymore
Gave you my all, but you took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
[Outro]
You took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
You took the worst of me
Written by: Cynthia Erivo, Jessica Agombar, Will Wells
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