Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Nell Mescal
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nell Mescal
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Nell Mescal
Producer
Alex Stavrou
Engineer
Jeremy Cooper
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
Confusing friends for lovers 'cause they treat me like a human
Yeah I know that it's wrong
But something in me's broken
Get a kick from getting told I'm not enough
Start 'em young
I can't find the floor in my room
Everyone here looks just like you
There's no way out
I'll get thin
And let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love
But he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then too
You call me when you're lonely
And I answer 'cause I'm hoping that it's more
Never is
Can I be blamed for trying?
Think if I just hold the line you'll never leave
Don't look at me
We talk until I'm sure that you're thinking
You'd love me if I looked different
So I'll get thin
And let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love
But he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then too
If I get small enough
Can I fit inside your head forever?
Or will I just become a shadow of somebody I preferred better?
If I'm only pretty now
Was I not pretty then?
I'll get thin
And let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love
But he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then too
Written by: Nell Mescal