Hurting My Spine

Think about my journey think about my grind think about the tables how they start turning

fell out with my man. He was too entitled counting what I’m earning thinking of my Grammy

ain’t want you to die, but I ain’t want you hurting. Had to make a plan now I’m finally feeling

like I got a purpose Ain’t trying to be perfect. I’d rather show you my flaws and then I can

show you my scars I’ve been let down too many times I built me a wall I had up my guard.

I’m in a Vancleef store and I’m swiping my card aint checking the price of the charm, this

bitch drop dead gorgeous and she looking nice on my arm. You know what I’m on.

Moving in silence, so ****’s don’t know how I’m coming, so ****’s don’t know what I’m

doing. I kinda be lost about it and I don’t know how to talk about it. Don’t even know what it

was. That caught their attention, but I got the shit in my palm . Ain’t even know that my man

had robbed our barber when I went to get me a line, coming from Vernon I’m putting that

shit on my back, but it started hurting my spine. I know how it go. If I put in the work I’ll be

fine. I started with working the dimes. I’m in the varsity it was Celine, clean, mean it’s worth

every dime

I’m in the van with all of my **** and we meeting feins cause we had to grind

2015 and that was the year that I lost reem, it fucked up my mind... fucked up my heart too

many negative vibes is bad and fuck up my thoughts, I never had a problem with Coop, but

It had been years since me and him talk, I used to think we was better than that. Guess we

never was that and it wasn’t my fault. I thought about you today. I was taking my chalk, You

see me still making my mark. All of the **** I started oM with they was fading a way it was

breaking my heart. I’m never bitching and I’m never quitting and I’m never tripping. I’m

playing my part. even if I had to do this shit all by myself, you know me I was taking it far,

take it to Marz, you know I’m out of this world and I’m mingling right with the stars

Be who you are lot of these **** they fraudin and faking and faking they frauds,

I had to walk road to the riches that shit wasn’t easy. I’m feeling exhaust.

Look what I bought it ended up making me happy so I didn’t care what it cost. I was pawn

then I had turned to a boss but look at the shit that I lost look at the shit that I gained. I

walked in bottega, but remember me shopping at Ross

Chrome, heart jeans, is mean they clean and they got the cross I got up to par

Im in mirage and I’m bout to have me a ball and I’m bout to have me a ball bitches be

tapping me like can you give me a call and I was like baby girl naw, I’m staying private. I

never crave the attention, and I never fuck with the blogs, look how I did this shit

independent with no label. I’m climbing I’m right up the charts. I know the game is cut

throat, it ain’t for you if you got a heart

Listen, I’m giving you pain and giving you heart. It’s all from the heart I was distraught when I

lost my dog. I feel like I’m falling apart how they gonna shoot up the car dog when I’m in the

car, this feeling like it was game time we live in like no tomorrow

I had to give her my main line told her to give me a call. It’s love and hate at the same time.

It’s love and hate at the same time. It’s love and hate at the same time. It’s love and hate

after all.

She said she got a new body she wanna show that shit oM out in Bali

You should see how **** copy,

You should how many Nîggas wan stop me,

Thurl **** hero, like rocky,

I’m told em copy, copy, copy,

I ran outta options I was thinking should I pull down the stockin

I’m at the fight and I’m walking boots out,

Member the times I was boxing

I remember seeing kenan

He was undefeated, **** I was watching,

I was sittting I was plotting

I had to find a way to get it poppin

Then I got it popping

Then that led to **** pocket and watching, they told me to stop it, they told me let that

shit go and I dropped it, and then it had happened again, I’m like why is money the topic, I

use to have so many friends but I feel like they got outta pocket,

I got a flight to catch I put on my sweats, I croced, it never matter the state, we playing it

safe, my homie he glockedd it, bitch want me fly her to Houston, i flew her to Houston

I’m high as a rocket, I use to tuck in my boxers, soon as my mom found the work, she had

put all my stuM in the boxes, told me to leave, but I’m at the door, I was knocking, bitches

they saying I’m toxic, told her to leave but she want what’s in my wallet, I never gossip, I

never act like something I ain’t, u **** imposter, I ordered pasta, it had sauce, the crab

the shrimp the muscles and lobster

Abusing the money, I gotta be careful abusing the power, fucked up that I had waited until

granny died, to give her some flowers, think about all the nights the time the second the

minute the hours,

Think about all the trails, I think about all of the tears and smiles, you know we united, my

bro want to fight it, let’s take it to trail,

I’m wearing kaptial, married to capital, I’m bout to walk down the aisle, ask yaself where

the fuck you think these **** been getting they style? Ain’t ask for help, I did this shit all

by myself, and I made eazy proud, and it ain’t no issue, but I gave it distance cause they

ain’t my crowd, i handle my business, I jus left a private dinner, it’s at tao, way I was living

was wild, but I had to face all the tribulations and they mufcking trials,at the W , aye bring

up some towels,

This for all the **** that’s in denial, stacking money and I’m letting it pile, rolling 60 I was

high as a cloud, it get tricky? and they **** is foul, I’m in Ricky been that way for a while, I

was in that bitch when……….