In my mind, I cried so much time for help

I felt like I was drowning in a, on an empty shelf

I'm so cold, I don't know, know what to do

Couldn't get up on my feet and I

Couldn't find nothing to eat now

Y'all know they see the fame, but they don't see I see the rain

Yeah, I've been through the flames, I'm conditioned to this pain (Gang)

Conditioned to this pain, conditioned to this way of living

Some shit will never be the same

Now I don't need no help, I grab my pride and place it back on the shelf

Played the game the best way with the cards that we was dealt (Ayy)

I was raised the best way, with both 'rents in the house

The way they brought us kids up, shit wasn't meant to go south

We always knew what to do, the only question was how

To the ones that left us boys reeling, bet they regretting it now

Ayy, see, don't ever see the pain I hold

Deep inside my feelings, what I had to go through stained my soul

Sipping syrup, popping Perks, I even took Panadol

Hit the turf and got to work, turned me to an animal

I'm so cold, I don't know what to do

Couldn't get up on my feet, man

Couldn't find nothing to eat, man (Yeah)

Cold-hearted so my feelings are numb

Cold sweats and nightmares from all the shit that I done

And the shit that I witnessed growing up on the block

Learning from my mistakes is what turned me into a boss

But how many times did they kick me down and I got back up on my feet?

They done see me changing my way, but don't mistake me, boy, like I'm sweet

If I see the boys on the road, I'm still hopping out of that Jeep

And I'm gon' stand tall, do anything 'cause I ain't bowing down to no sheep (Yeah, yeah)

They try to drag me through the mud, but I'm just thanking God all my life

Fuck what's running wrong, I did what I did to survive

Yeah, listen

I got youngers like disciples

So they're chopping when I make the call

Used to love the beef, now it's rare, you could say it's raw

Praise be to the Lord, yeah, my rocker changed my hands for war

But please forgive this life I'm living, now I'm breaking laws

'Cause we got stuck up in that cycle

In and out of prison, we was drilling on our rivals

Saying that I'm quitting, then repeat it like Rosado

Said it's beefing on the sidewalk

Got my hand on the steel and one on the Bible, listen

I'm so cold, I don't know what to do, yeah

Couldn't get up on my feet now

Couldn't find nothing to eat now