i feel like throwing up

They're at a Hollywood party

Flipping cups, they move like zombies

Having a face-off with the fools in the mirror

And they raise up their ghostly hands

With every bump, they take a chance

Lining lines, then close their eyes

And they wait to feel alive

So they're trading whispers, and tapping sneakers

They're wide awake, they feel alive

So they're mixing liquors, and blasting speakers

They're out of body, out of soul

But at least they feel alive

And I used to speak like no one was listening

And I used to do things that were more interesting

No interviews, no shows, I'm off the stages

I'm having trouble navigating all of these changes

My friends, they will sing this really loud

But unless a stranger sings it

I won't really feel proud

My friends think that I'm going up

But I feel like throwing up

I feel like throwing up

It's a long haul from the East Side, and I've been staying in

My friends are moving apartments

And I bailed 'cause I couldn't lift

I'm sick of missing out

Thinking, what are they doing now?

While I chug three cups of water

To wash the pills down

And they're passing joints and loading boxes

I'm on the bathroom floor, so fucking nauseous

I miss feeling like a kid

Invincible, with thicker skin

I miss feeling alive

I shut my eyes not to spin

And I used to speak like no one was listening

And I used to do things that were more interesting

No interviews, no shows, I'm off the stages

I'm having trouble navigating all of these changes

My friends, they will sing this really loud

But unless a stranger sings it

I won't really feel proud

My friends think that I'm going up

But I feel like throwing up

I feel like throwing up

My friends, they will sing this really loud

But unless a stranger sings it

I won't really feel proud

My friends think that I'm going up

But I feel like throwing up

I feel like throwing up

I feel like throwing up