used to's

I'm not an early riser

But that doesn't come as a surprise

I watch from beneath the stage

How'd it turn out this way?

Biting the inside of my cheek

I wish that you'd just look at me

And I'm too scared to move on

If I do, what's there to rely on?

Lay me on your shoulder

Envy is all that I have

You can keep your composure

I didn't know you wanted it that bad

I hope that you're having a good time

While I'd die to be you, oh, I'd die to be you

On the high that used to be mine

Carry the weight of used to's

The weight of used to's

Could've been a star at fifteen

But I lost it all on an ego trip

Oh, how far I've fallen

But was I ever better than this?

Lay me on your shoulder

Envy is all that I have

You can keep your composure

I didn't know you wanted it that bad

It could've been different

But it wasn't, it wasn't, it wasn't

The blow should get lighter

But it doesn't, it doesn't, it doesn't

I can't change who I was

I didn't want it enough

I know, I know, I know

Oh, I know, I know, I know

I hope that you're having a good time

While I'd die to be you, oh, I'd die to be you

Riding the high that used to be mine

Carry the weight of used to's

The weight of used to's

The weight of used to's

I hope that you're having a good time

The weight of used to's

Riding the high

The weight of used to's

That used to be mine, it used to be mine

The weight of used to's

It used to be mine