Now What?

Goosebumps on the back of my neck

When I looked up and you were there

Sod's law, then I saw

It was just some guy who has your hair

And just like that I felt my heartbeat coming down in real time

I kinda wished it had been you

Six months and I haven't thought once

About all of the things that drove me out

Your ghost has been cooking me toast

And picking my socks up off the ground

And just like that the air has changed and so have we

I am completely fucking free, now what?

There'll be a day you're not even slightly mine

One for the ages, it's a tale as old as time

And maybe I will watch you walking down the aisle

And think about the time when I was hanging on for life

For dear life

1 year of biting my tongue

Letting you go, getting it done

So funny how the time can fly

When you try to run

And just like that I missed my chance to call you up

You've only gone and fell in love

Now what? (Now what?)

There'll be a day you're not even slightly mine

One for the ages, it's a tale as old as time

And maybe I will cook for you and your new wife

And think about the time when I was hanging on for life

For dear life

Try to learn and find the meaning

Take a bath in all the grieving

New tattoo, ego death

Find someone to take to bed

Trick yourself, call your bluff

It's not the same but close enough

And now we play a lottery

Of all the people we could be

Whatever you're meant to feel

Whatever you're meant to feel

You'll feel eventually

You'll feel eventually

Now what? (Now what?)