bad communication

I’m guilty of shit that would annoy me

Me and my family bad at communicating, we can never tell our story

My momma get mad, come back a couple hours later asking me if I’m hungry

I’m tasting the fluffiest waffle and after I’m getting a taste of I’m sorry

As I indulge in the cinnamon apples, the smiling face I put on

My momma would clean the forgiveness off plate, and after that we would move on

She go play The Sims, I go to garage my studio then I would groove on

A moment of happiness for me and her until the problem would pursue on

Me and my father be in the garage we talk about music and all the jazz

We be having some of the greatest conversations

We would joke, we would really laugh

He saying something, I say response that get him confused I’m thinking that

Then he say something, I get confused, so I just assume he really mad

Emotions is something he can’t really handle, I’m not gonna lie he’s really bad

 It’s either he’s fine or feeling some way and man I always hated that

He won’t express how he feels and tell somebody that the day that he having bad

He just explodes and that’s the only way we know the timer was cut in half

Brother only speak to me when he really want to I’m Phineas, he Ferb

I’ve gone a couple of days maybe of even weeks of not hearing one word

Out of my brother and when I try to speak him I be feeling so unheard

But I know he speak to people virtually and man it be getting on my nerves

Lego Indiana Jones on Xbox me and brother would play around

We use to play every Lego game together building up now we building down

Use to get happy and giddy just knowing no matter my brother always around

I still get happy to see him but somedays feel the love in lost ‘n found

Talk about family, talk about people you love, let’s talk about you too

Take every problem you put on your parents and put all those problems right next to you

You also angry and petty and always thinking that you right, but that’s never true

You not the only person in the household that is really tryna improve

Stop acting like you better than people in your family they never under you

Just because you got a understanding of some things doesn’t mean they don’t know it too

Talk to your momma and talk to your daddy and tell them the feelings you hiding too

They not the only people who can’t communicate you can’t communicate too

No matter how bad communication gets we always gone be perfect family prism

Mama the best, my mama protect her kids and protect they egotism

Mama the best “, my mama punched a teacher talking bad on brother autism

Mama the best, my mama pushing me so I can get all that I wanted ****

Father the best, my father given me the brush to push my fauvism

Father the best, my father taught me never fall for **** sophisms

Family the best no matter how the fight goes I always fought with ‘em

Family the best my family always get the picture I’ll forever crop with ‘em

Crop with ‘em