Vincent's Wife (p.33)

She didn't smile When she glanced my way Filled up her glass And then looked away She loved him so deeply And gave him her world And so, she gave up hers Did he ever fill up her cup? Did he ever give any love? Did he ever notice Her tears had dried One last time She broke the silence She don't wanna blame you But you know it's not the same She don't wanna blame you again In your ocean wave She's drowned in your ocean She don't wanna blame you But you know it's not the same She don't wanna blame you again In your ocean wave She's drowned in your ocean She said love is a poison Love is expensive Heart like a ghost town With hawks on it's fences Looking so pretty But lethal as nightshade A kiss from it's berries How quickly their warmth spread Did he ever fill up her cup? Did he ever give any love? Did he ever notice Her tears had dried One last time She broke the silence I don't wanna die for you For you to have it all Don't wanna die for you For you to have it She don't wanna blame you But you know it's not the same She don't wanna blame you again In your ocean wave She's drowned in your ocean She don't wanna blame you But you know it's not the same She don't wanna blame you again In your ocean wave She's drowned in your ocean She said love Is the only thing that brings meaning To the meaningless If I don't have that What do I have left? She fired into her evening dress The bullet, went through her chest (through her, through her chest) Now I don't wanna die for you For you to have it (She don't wanna blame you But you know it's not the same She don't wanna blame you again) Outro