anesthesia

Angels keep watch over me

I wish one of them would put a hand out

What I gotta do to stand out

I make plans and you laugh

Heat turns sand into glass

If it's one thing I know

Lately I feel hollow

Still thrive when I’m on my own

Took a lil time not picking up the phone

All the lights gone and it’s nobody home

If it’s one thing I know

It’s how to fuck a good thing up when you got it

Even if I’m flying in a rocket

I jump up out the cockpit

I know

Anesthesia

Gotta quit frontin’ like I don’t ever need you, and

You set fire to the space in between us

Cold shoulder got me slipping when I lean on you

Gotta keep moving but you make me wanna freeze up

Pain is a teacher

I probably should’ve been on something stronger than belief

Smiling make it easier lying through my teeth

I can’t find peace in the morning

The way I used to when the leash wasn’t on me

Easier to practice what you preach when it’s wrong

Do your heart still beat when it’s chrome

It don’t matter what I’m on, at least I’m on

Yeah, why me, why not

No anticipation, imma fuck around and find out

Hell you talmbout, old me signing out

New me climbing out, woah

Angels keep watch over me

I wish one of them would put a hand out

What I gotta do to stand out

I make plans and you laugh

Heat turns sand into glass

If it's one thing I know

Lately I feel hollow

Still thrive when I’m on my own

Took a lil time not picking up the phone

All the lights gone and it’s nobody home

If it’s one thing I know

It’s how to fuck a good thing up when you got it

Even if I’m flying in a rocket

I jump up out the cockpit

I know

Anesthesia

I’m fighting off a fever

I’m dealing with a diva

I live in your receiver

I’m hoping that it reach you

I wanna do exactly what it takes for me to please you

You say you living better and I’m dying to believe you

Your instagram a teaser

I’m not tryna police you

I just don’t wanna grieve you

Is it how I treat you, cause sometimes I appease you

I’m tryna be the light so that the fight don’t ever leave you

My Mona Lisa

I’m politicking with your people, thought you had a seizure

But who am I to preach to you when I got my demons

I seen your momma called me baby, it fucked up my evening

And when you call me I feel guilty cause I think you scheming

Like you ain’t got your reasons for diving in the deep end

And they just say you tweaking

But I’m gon’ understand you better

Cause I know you’re freezing

As long as you still breathing, I got you

Angels keep watch over me

I wish one of them would put a hand out

What I gotta do to stand out

I make plans and you laugh

Heat turns sand into glass

If it's one thing i know

Lately I feel hollow

Still thrive when I’m on my own

Took a lil time not picking up the phone

All the lights gone and it’s nobody home

If it’s one thing I know

It’s how to fuck a good thing up when you got it