Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lil Mboiz
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Dzaky Ammar Caesaryan
Songwriter
Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
Ayy, ayy, ayy
Told me you love me, but that was a lie, yeah
I pop a pill just to get through the night, yeah
Demons inside me, they put up a fight, yeah
I just might fly, I just might die, yeah
[Chorus]
I been trippin’ off these drugs, yeah
Love ain’t never been enough, yeah
Pockets full but I’m still stuck, yeah
All these demons got me fucked, yeah
Tell me why the pain don’t fade?
Tell me why the love turn fake?
Tell me why the good ones change?
I just wanna numb this ache
[Verse 1]
I been mixin’ up the Xans and Xans,
I can't feel a thing
Shawty left me broken,
now I’m drownin’ in this purple rain
Benzos in my system,
got my heart beatin’ slow
Say she love me,
but she only love the money and the glow
Bitch, I came up from the bottom,
now my neck is full of ice
Wasn’t with me in the trenches,
now she beggin’ for a slice
I don’t need no fake love,
I just need a better high
Put my pain inside this double cup,
I’m floatin’ past the sky
[Bridge]
I see shadows in my room,
but they ain’t singin’ lullabies
It’s just voices in my head,
they tellin' me to call it quits
But I gotta keep it pushin’,
know my mama need a house
So I put my pain in music,
stack this money, make it count
[Chorus]
I been trippin’ off these drugs, yeah
Love ain’t never been enough, yeah
Pockets full but I’m still stuck, yeah
All these demons got me fucked, yeah
Tell me why the pain don’t fade?
Tell me why the love turn fake?
Tell me why the good ones change?
I just wanna numb this ache
[Verse 2]
Backseat of the coupe,
got a bad bitch rollin’ up
Told her, "Keep me company,"
but love ain't really what I trust
I been movin’ different
ever since I ran the money up
Labels on my dick,
now they treat me like I’m one of 'em
But where the fuck was y’all
when I was tryna make a way?
Pop a tab, hallucinate,
see the devil’s face
Shawty blew my heart apart,
call that shit a cold case
Now I only fall in love
when I’m gone off the drank
[Bridge]
I see shadows in my room,
but they ain’t singin’ lullabies
It’s just voices in my head,
they tellin' me to call it quits
But I gotta keep it pushin’,
know my mama need a house
So I put my pain in music,
stack this money, make it count
[Chorus]
I been trippin’ off these drugs, yeah
Love ain’t never been enough, yeah
Pockets full but I’m still stuck, yeah
All these demons got me fucked, yeah
Tell me why the pain don’t fade?
Tell me why the love turn fake?
Tell me why the good ones change?
I just wanna numb this ache
[Outro]
Said she love me, I don’t know, ayy
I just wanna overdose, ayy
Purple rain gon’ take my soul, ayy
Fuck it, let that liquor flow, ayy
(I been trippin’ off these drugs, yeah)
(Love ain’t never been enough, yeah)
(Pockets full but I’m still stuck, yeah)
(All these demons got me fucked, yeah)
(Tell me why the pain don’t fade?)
(Tell me why the love turn fake?)
(Tell me why the good ones change?)
(I just wanna numb this ache)
Written by: Dzaky Ammar Caesaryan