2004 (feat. buddy & the gang)

When I was young, I got raped

By a bitch twice my age

Picked me up from school, took me to hers and got laid

Every since that day I never looked at shit the same

Fucked up in the brain, pussy what I blame

Fried, so you know why I like chicken wings

My life is insane, like I'm from baby gang

How I'm 'posed to change with all this fucked up shit I sang?

Fucked up, yeah, I know, fucked up and some mo'

I'm so used to fucked up, I get fucked up at the show

Fucked up, yeah, I know, how fucked up could it go?

Nipsey left me like how Biggie left Hov

Whoa, and Slim got his life stole

Tellin' myself I'll be aight though

Shit really fuckin' with my psycho

My lil' bitch lost her life to lypo

They tell me don't worry

They ask me if I'm okay

Motherfuckers don't deserve me

Not even on my worst day

This life shit crazy

Grew up at a young age

Oh, babe

Why you had to hurt me?

Okay now, back when I was a juvie and shit

Got used for the dick, I ain't even know what to do with the bitch

Confused a bit, her niece, I went to school with the bitch

My screws loose, who got the tools to fix?

So I went to the homies and we talked about it

They thought it exotic, that was they only thoughts about it

Dick hard 'cause her clothes, she stripped all up out it

Hypnotized from them hips and thighs, all hypnotic

Yeah, that's when I bust my first nut

Young **** with his dick all in a grown up

With the shits and real quick, high growed up

Got took advantage of, and I liked it, so what?

Y'all call that sex abuse shit

I just thought she was doin' some cool shit

If I woulda told mama 'bout the new shit

The bitch probably woulda been up on a news clip

They tell me don't worry

They ask me if I'm okay

Motherfuckers don't deserve me

Not even on my worst day

This life shit crazy

Grew up at a young age

Oh, babe

Why you had to hurt me?

So just think before the next time you start asking

Why is you like that? Why is you savage?

Why every ho you fuck with is never long lasting?

No access to my heart, I give no passage

A bitch took advantage of me, I ain't got no trust

The bitch took advantage of me, I ain't give no fucks

At fourteen years old, I got my dick sucked

At fourteen years old, I got my dick fucked

The ho was thirty years old, and I never told

Was dating her niece when this happened, it was weighing on my soul

I ain't want to spill the tea, so I just let her go

'Cause me and the auntie kept fuckin', fasho

And oh, one day I feel like this was too much

I knew this wasn't regular ass, I grew up

She told me eat her ass, after that I threw up

Uh, can't believe I had my face in her butt

They tell me don't worry

They ask me if I'm okay

Motherfuckers don't deserve me

Not even on my worst day

This life shit crazy

Grew up at a young age

Oh, babe

Why you had to hurt me?

You don't deserve me

You tried to hurt me

You don't deserve me

You don't, don't, baby, you don't

You don't deserve me

You tried to hurt me

Oh, babe