2004 (feat. buddy & the gang)

When I was young, I got raped by a bitch twice my age Picked me up from school to meet at hers and got laid Ever since that day, I never looked at shit the same Fucked up in the brain, pussy what I blame Fried so you know why I like chicken wings My life is insane like I'm from baby gang How I'm 'posed to change with all this fucked up shit I seen? Fucked up, yeah, I know Fucked up and some more I'm so used to fucked up, I get fucked up at the show Fucked up, yeah, I know I fucked up, couldn't go Nipsey left me like how Biggie left Hov, whoa And Slim got his life stole Tell 'em myself, I be a'ight though Shit really fuckin' with my pyscho My lil' bitch lost her life, get lipo They tell me, "Don't worry" They ask me if I'm okay Motherfuckers don't deserve me Not even on my worst day This life shit crazy Grew up at a young age Oh, babe Why you had to hurt me? Okay, now back when I was at juvie and shit Got used for the dick, I ain't even know what to do with the bitch Confused a bit Her niece, I went to school with the bitch My school's loose, who got the tools to fix? So I went to the homies and we talked about it They thought exotic That was they only thoughts about it Dick hard 'cause her clothes, she stripped all up out it Hypnotized from them hippie thighs, all hypnotic Yeah, that's when I bust my first nut Young nigga with his dick all in a grown up With the shits in real quick, how I growed up Got took advantage of, and I liked it, so what? Y'all call that sex abuse, shit I just start shit, was doin' some cool shit If I woulda told mama 'bout the new shit The bitch prolly woulda been up on the news, click They tell me, "Don't worry" They ask me if I'm okay Motherfuckers don't deserve me Not even on my worst day This life shit crazy Grew up at a young age Oh, babe Why you had to hurt me? So just think before the next time you start askin' Why'd you like that? Why'd you savage? Why every ho you fuck with is never long lastin'? No access to my heart, I give no passage A bitch took advantage of me, I ain't got no trust A bitch took advantage of me, I ain't give no fucks At 14 years old, I got my dick sucked At 14 years old, I got my dick fucked The ho was 30 years old and I never told Was dating Alice when it happened, it was wearin' on my soul I ain't wanna spill the tea, so I just let her go 'Cause me and the auntie kept fuckin' for sure And oh, one day, I feel like this was too much I knew this wasn't regular as I grew up So told me eat her ass, after that, I threw up Ooh, can't believe I had my face in her butt They tell me, "Don't worry" (worry) They ask me if I'm okay (okay) Motherfuckers don't deserve me (deserve me) Not even on my worst day (worst day) This life shit crazy (crazy) Grew up at a young age (grew up at a young, young age) Oh, babe (oh, babe) Why you had to hurt me? (Oh) You don't deserve-erve me You tried to hurt, hurt me You don't deserve-erve me You don't, no, baby, you don't, no You don't deserve-erve me (don't) You tried to hurt, hurt me Don't Oh, babe