Real to Me

I been let down, shut out

By the ones that said they'd always be there for me

And I swear my nightmares

Came true in a way that you'd never believe

Saw love up and leave, I'm undone

And it seems I'm all alone

Tried numbing the pain with damn near everything

Thought it'd go away, but damn, it don't

Won't someone save me, save me now

Before I'm six feet under

Trade me, trade me out

This one life for another

All the weight and all the hate I feel

Is it too late to find a way to heal?

I'm hiding the hurt so you can't see

But it's real to me

I can't outrun what's already been done

Why can I only breathe when there's smoke up in my lungs?

I can see straight and forget us

But then it starts to fade and it's too much

Someone save me, save me now

Before I'm six feet under

Trade me, trade me out

This one life for another

All the weight and all the hate I feel

Is it too late to find a way to heal?

I'm hiding the hurt so you can't see

But it's real to me

Save me, save me now

Before I'm six feet under

Trade me, trade me out

This one life for another

All the weight and all the hate I feel

Is it too late to find a way to heal?

I'm hiding the hurt so you can't see

But it's real to me