Gaslight (Nantucket Version)

Been staying up all night

Wrestling my own thoughts

Questioning what I know to be true

Cause you played a wicked game

Twisted things now I’m to blame

How could I have ever trusted you?

But I still see you in my dreams

What did you do to me?

Makes wanna scream your name

Have you got your fix

Seeing me break down like this?

How could you have ever said you loved me?

“Well there’s more important things

than dwelling on a loss like this..”

Says my heart to my heavy head

“So go see the world, buy a round, and find a girl

Who feeds your soul..

or we’ll be grieving till we’re dead”

But I still see you in my dreams

What did you do to me?

Makes me wanna scream your name

Have you got your fix?

Seeing me break down like this?

How could you have ever said you loved me?

You were

Lit by the outward streets

Bluestone, to my concrete

Milk to chocolate to bittersweet

A struck match to my cigarette

A hot shower, right before bed

And our song still stuck in my head

And I still see you in my dreams

What did you do to me?

Makes me wanna scream your name

Have you got your fix?

Seeing me break down like this?

How could you have ever said you loved me?