Deep End

Seventeen was yesterday

But it's been years

Since I felt the same

Life's been moving on quicker

Now I see the whole picture

Look at me

Tell the truth

Can you see

What I've been through

My skin has grown a bit thicker

Now I'm jumping off the deep end

These days I am barely sleeping

I've been staring at the ceiling

Won't you look at me now

I've been tryna find a meaning

In why I'm having trouble breathing

Why is history repeating

Won't you look at me now

If I were you I'd be proud

If I were you

If I were you I'd be proud

If I were you

Pick myself up outta here

Think I'm gonna disappear

Been running for a while now

Don't know when I'll slow down

I'm jumping off the deep end

These days I am barely sleeping

I've been staring at the ceiling

Won't you look at me now

I've been tryna find a meaning

In why I'm having trouble breathing

Why is history repeating

Won't you look at me now

If I were you I'd be

Proud of all the

Selfish drama

I'm not the person

You all used to know

I was left hurting

Through all of the growth

So unbothered

But if I'm honest

I still remember the kids being mean

I don't hold hatred

But sometimes I think

About the deep end

These days I am barely sleeping

I've been staring at the ceiling

Won't you look at me now

I've been tryna find a meaning

In why I'm having trouble breathing

Why is history repeating

Won't you look at me now

If I were you I'd be

Proud