Moved Around You

I was in this situation

Talking everyday

Naming all our kids

I know all about your family

And your previous abandonment

Makes sense that you're afraid of commitment

And just kept me wishing

Had me wrapped around your finger and i hated it

At least i wasnt afraid to jump

At least i didnt just say what you wanted

At least i didnt lead you on

Least i took care of your emotions

Im allowed to say it hurts

Even if it meant nothing to you

I wont apologize for all the ways i moved around you

Im not embarrassed or stupid

For falling apart

I think its beautiful i let myself

Fall this hard

You gave me all the signs now

That you wanted this

Then you turn around and tell me that you're damaged

And you need a little space now

You got off on my attention and craved it

Didnt care i was breaking

You had me bending over backwards and i hated it

At least i wasnt afraid to jump

At least i didnt just say what you wanted

At least i didnt lead you on

Least i took care of your emotions

Im allowed to say it hurts

Even if it meant nothing to you

I wont apologize for all the ways i moved around you

Im not embarrassed or stupid

For falling apart

I think its beautiful I let myself

Fall this hard

Im not crazy if I'm crying

Trying to forget you feels like dying

I'm not crazy if I'm crying

Had no label but it was something

Im allowed to say it hurts

Even if it meant nothing to you

I wont apologize for all the ways i moved around you

Im not embarrassed or stupid

For falling apart

I think its beautiful i let myself

Fall this hard