I'd hate to be my friend

I’ve been living on a handout

You put your loving on the line, hope it pans out

But you’ve been looking at a man down

Only a matter of time before you find out

You can’t keep pretending that this shit ain’t pathetic

You think that you can end it, but I think I know better than that

One day you’re gonna walk out

'Cause you gave me all the care, and I think it finally ran out

How many times ’til you let go?

Flake on your plans to help me cope and convince me

We won’t be here again and again and again and again

How many nights do I have left?

’Til you decide that I’m a mess, I’m the problem

Always at your expense

I’d hate to be my friend

I’ve been living through a breakdown

Every threat inside my head’s about to break out

No, I could never seem to shake how

I know it’s gonna end

But I don’t know

How many times ’til you let go?

Flake on your plans to help me cope and convince me

We won’t be here again and again and again and again

How many nights do I have left?

’Til you decide that I’m a mess, I’m the problem

Always at your expense

I’d hate to be my friend

I’d hate to be my friend, yeah

Oh, god, it’s so damn pathetic, you keep on forgetting

You don’t wanna end it, but we go again and again

All the sudden, I breakdown

We’re going again and again and again

How many times ’til you let go?

Flake on your plans to help me cope and convince me

We won’t be here again and again and again and again

How many nights do I have left?

’Til you decide that I’m a mess, I’m the problem

Always at your expense

I’d hate to be my friend