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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Parker Millsap
Parker Millsap
Lead Vocals
Lockeland Strings
Lockeland Strings
Performer
Annaliese Kowert
Annaliese Kowert
Violin
Laura Epling
Laura Epling
Violin
Patrick Monnius
Patrick Monnius
Viola
Kaitlyn Raitz
Kaitlyn Raitz
Cello
Luke Faessler
Luke Faessler
Double Bass
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Parker Millsap
Parker Millsap
Songwriter
Jordan Lehning
Jordan Lehning
Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Parker Millsap
Parker Millsap
Producer
Will Quinnell
Will Quinnell
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm only days away
From givin' up this place
I need a change of pace
A change of ways
Some days, I don't fit in my own skin
[Verse 2]
I am uncomfortable
I guess 'cause, after all
I'm just a carbon ball
Housin' a soul
I'm just gettin' by and gettin' pretty good at sin
[Chorus]
And every time I try to pray
A memory gets in the way
And I forget what it was I was supposed to say
Hidin' in my palisade
Writin' on a blank white page
Keeps my demons one more day away
[Verse 3]
I just can't understand
What makes a man a man
Is it his heart, or maybe the heart in his hands?
How much he's changed
Or maybe it's how much he's the same
[Verse 4]
If all this world's a tree
I'm just a withered leaf
I'll blow away, find me a new place to be
But, darlin', I hope you will love me just the same
[Chorus]
And every time I try to pray
A memory gets in the way
And I forget what it was I was supposed to say
Hidin' in my palisade
Writin' on a blank white page
Keeps my demons one more day away
Written by: Parker Millsap
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