I WANNA MOVE TO BROOKLYN

I want to move to Brooklyn and write a thousand words a day I wanna live around the corner from a bookstore café Pretend I'm Patti Smith, romanticizing all of it Be somebody that I'm not, or maybe Somebody that I've always been I get caught up in my head It makes me insensitive I probably should be alone But I'm not letting you go I'm sorry that I use you, sorry I confuse you I'm sorry that I only show up when I'm scared to lose you I'm sorry that I want you, but don't choose you "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to I'm sorry I'm conceited Sorry that I only trust, you love me when I'm needed Sorry that I want you, but don't choose you "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to How long can we hold on to something We're gonna let go of? Does nothing help If we're hurting each other by being ourselves? I keep you so selfishly What good's an apology Knowing nothing's gonna change? I still want you to stay I'm sorry that I use you, sorry I confuse you I'm sorry that I only show up when I'm scared to lose you I'm sorry that I want you, but don't choose you "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to (sorry) I'm sorry I'm conceited Sorry that I only trust, you love me when I'm needed Sorry that I want you, but don't choose you "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to "I'm sorry" don't mean what it used to I feel like trying to be mysterious on purpose Is just sex-like ("I'm sorry" don't mean, mean) Sex-like (what it used to, used to, used, used to) Sex-like ("I'm sorry" don't mean, mean)