Day Drinking

She said it's all in my head, she thinks I'm overthinking

But I'm over-drinking every morning instead

And I know it isn't healthy, but at least I know it helps me

Forget about any mean thing you've said, alright

Let's not talk about it, kick it underneath the carpet

Pretend it never happened at all

I'm so sick of fighting, let's just pick a silver lining

It feels like you aren't trying at all

And I'm running out of options, I feel I'm in a constant state

Of dissonance and despair, alright

Someone shut my mouth, this conversation's headed south

I didn't mean for it to get out of hand

I just wanna drown it out, the same old arguments about my health

How much time I spend with my band

Too much

Not enough!

Going in and out of focus, only you will never notice me

I guess I better lay down

Clothes on the floor next to your hamper

Don't pamper me, yeah, I'm a mess, but so are you

Fruit on the counter resembles why I doubt her

The mold that no one's brave enough to move