Dead to Me

I still talk with my hands like u did

It feels kinda sad that

All your mannerisms that u had rubbed off on me and I guess that makes them more mine than

yours

Cuz you’ve been a stranger for years

And it makes sense that these things disappear when

U have different friends, a different life that I’m not in and I guess that makes me completely

unsure

How do u end up all in and it still falls short

No ill intentions but that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt

Cuz I knew u better than anyone

set in stone we really thought

When old u and me shared hopes and keys for my apartment 

And u would keep yours unlocked

And It’s so weird that you’re not in the picture now

Cuz u used to be in them all

Now old u is done and dead to me but not really

To me but not really

I still try to imagine how u feel

And I’m kinda glad that everything is different than it was and every time I think of us it feels so

far away

Cuz u knew all of my plans

Now u don’t even know who I am

I Guess time plays silly games just when you’re set in all your ways 

And no one’s meant to never change who they are

How do u end up all in and it still falls short

No ill intentions but that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt

Cuz I knew u better than anyone

set in stone we really thought

When old u and me shared hopes and keys for my apartment 

And u would keep yours unlocked

And It’s so weird that you’re not in the picture now

Cuz u used to be in them all

Now old u is done and dead to me but not really

To me but not really

And now we’re just both ghosts

Our old rooms our old clothes

Us bingewatching our show

Takeout and walks home

Late nights on the phone

And somehow it’s gone now 

And you’re someone else now

But Everything changed and it never seemed to slow down

Cuz I knew u better than anyone

set in stone we really thought

When old u and me shared hopes and keys for my apartment 

And u would keep yours unlocked

And It’s so weird that you’re not in the picture now

Cuz u used to be in them all

Now old u is done and dead to me but not really

To me but not really