Enigma of my State

This world was never meant for someone like me

Raging seas, a perfect tragedy

I fall into you, again and again

(Right, right now)

This earth was never meant for someone to be

Raging me, a paradoxity

Pull me in two

My friend, my friend

I've got nothing left to give

But the spreading of the gospel of my legs

Mixing up, religion and guys again

Holy

Drink up, drink up, mix it up

Don't judge, don't judge

Explain why I don't enjoy it

Enigma of my paranoia

(This is my state)

Cos I was never

You're saint, I'm just a child

In my own way

Pleasing man and pleasing God

Will never work they're

Not the same

Cos when it's all said and done

I still love you

And I will never forget your truth

Although my life's a mess

Although my life's just ash

This is the enigma of my state

This world was never meant for someone like me

Raging seas, a perfect tragedy

I fall into you, again and again

I've got nothing left to give

But the spreading of the gospel of my legs

Mixing up, religion and guys again

Holy

(Enigma of paranoia)

Cos I was never

You're saint, I'm just a child

In my own way

Pleasing man and pleasing God

Will never work they're

Not the same

Cos when it's all said and done

I still love you

And I will never forget your truth

Although my life's a mess

Although my life's just ash

This is the enigma of my state