For Months

I'm just tryna find.. my way back from the mud

Ain't been checking up my spirits been down bad for months

Yeah, I'm just tryna find my way back from the mud

Ain't been checking up, my spirit been down bad for months

And the only girl I wanted kept reserving all her love

Baby girl, it's attacking, when the pushes come to shove

Said if she can go back, she would change it, called her on her bluff

Because my love is refreshing, you could never get enough

Cuz my love is sometimes hard, another synonym is tough

The way she ride it like a boat, but she ain't seen Mrs. Puff

I remember back then asking **** for a hand from them.

Imma be stingy like when they said it ain't their damn problem.

If I keep expressing my pain they might understand sumn.

They don't carry heat in the spring so imma plan summer.

I'm well connected and plugged in, imma gram thumber.

On it as a kid since Nick Cannon was a Band drummer.

Kept it a thousand my people waiting for the grand come up.

We can wait till it rain, let a flash go and then blam! thunder.

Even in my youth, I slid up on 'em, like the playground.

Remember back then, I was different, **** act the same now.

**** wet you up when it get dark just like sum gray clouds.

Knew a nigg who slapped 'em silly cuz they said my name loud.

Bitches sticking up for gossip like it ain't how hate sound.

I can't shake the thought when she shaking everything waist down.

Popping school busses, still popping up out the Greyhound.

That boy funny, he ain't really leaning, he a straight clown.

I think cupid out of arrows, now he's upping his Artillery.

****, I was starving placing pick up and Delivery.

They gon read up my next chapter in this book of Misery.

Ik that I'm cursed, they can't remember all my Victories.

**** like a nosy parent, checking on my History.

They said they make movies turn that thriller to a Mystery.

He a pussy chasing rat schemes his Tom foolery.

The **** really cheesy he keep doing his Charcuterie.

I meant charlatan, I'm tryna change up my Vocabulary.

Bitches only show they love me, 2nd week of February.

Seeds all up in em, They be fruity, call them very berry.

I keep water on me, in the Stu become Incendiary.

I know the lights on my wrist is always blinding you.

Look a little closer, you can see it's timeless too.

Only giving headaches, why I'm neverminding you.

When Im not loving myself, I end up finding you.

YEAH I'm just tryna find my way back from the mud

Ain't been checking up my spirit been down bad for months

And the only girl I wanted kept reserving all her love

Baby girl, it's attacking, when the pushes come to shove

Because my love is refreshing, you could never get enough

Then my love is sometimes hard, another synonym is tough

Said if she can go back, she would change it, called her on her bluff

The way she ride it like a boat, but she ain't seen Mrs. Puff