Violent Delights, Violent Ends

Did you blindly blame yourself once again?

You feel sorry for this but you can't just pretend

Now I crawl into the abyss but I plan to reascend

Six feet under the sea but the rays still light me

I see traces in the sand

I see traces in the sand

Stop to pretend

Now I reascend

I realized maybe the one to blame is not myself

Make me feel bad, I'm tired, I'm tired to feel the guilt

I'm swimming on the surface tying to find a way

But your negativity destroys me at the end of the day

I'm feeling weak, it makes me crawl, I can't react so I collapse on the ground

Oh my god I have an heart attack

Then

Kill me without hesitation

Let me suffer slowly your intentions are

To drown and tear me apart

Bury me at sea

Falling into hallucination

I sink where there's no salvation

Now I know what is all about

I give up please don't blame me

Now I mourn on my knees but I plan to defend

Rain is falling on me

But the flame is still there

Plant a seed in the sand

I see traces on my hands

Kill me without hesitation

Let me suffer slowly your intentions are

To drown and tear me apart

Bury me at sea

Falling into hallucination

I sink where there's no salvation

Now I know what is all about

I give up please don't blame me

Now I mourn on my knees but I plan to defend

Rain is falling on me

But the flame is still