Homesick

I'm homesick for a day that never happened And I'm going to a place that I imagined I'll awaken, my bed the sheets are sweating I don't know when the best of my life happened Cause I'll waste Every moment on the chase Oh it's never over For the day that can't get any better If it's not mine it's gone forever But then why do I remember I'm craving Arms that never held me Like a mother Who's love so safe it's deadly And I'm small and I'm warm And all that's reals the moment And I'm no longer a woman I just melt into the floor Cause I'll waste Every moment on the chase Oh it's never over For the day that can't get any better If it's not mine it's gone forever But then why do I remember All I ever wanted Never did exist at all I feel like my whole life has been haunted By a child who never was All I ever wanted Never did exist at all I feel like my whole life has been haunted By a child who never was All I ever wanted Never did exist at all By a child who never was