[Chorus]

It's easier to give up, let self-harm and alcohol ease the pain,

It's easier to run away than face the hurt when you're left alone again.

[Verse]

Something stirs inside me deep, awakening secrets long kept in the dark,

Wounds hidden so I never weep—echoes of silence that left their mark.

Static fills my head like a ghostly drone, years of regret that never fade,

Haunted memories that I bemoan, in a life by despair betrayed.

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]

If I could undo every sin I sowed, I'd rewind each choice I made,

Silence the words that cut so cold, let every bitter echo fade.

If I could bear the guilt and shame, and cast this ever-looming pain aside,

I'd stand tall and own my name—but the weight drags me down inside.

If I could face these demons, I would, but this hellish life leaves me enslaved;

Believe me, I'd carry all the shame, to my grave it’s destined to be laid.

[Chorus]

It's easier to give up, let self-harm and poison mask the sting,

Easier to run from all this hurt than face the dark alone again.

[Verse]

I recall the darkest hours of my past—a broken record on repeat,

Memories that cling so very fast, each one a cut too raw to cheat.

I dream of leaving all behind, of walking into a silent tomorrow,

But when shadows flood the troubled mind, hope drowns beneath the sorrow.

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]

If I could rewrite every misstep made, I’d change the bitter history,

Mute regrets that in my head cascade, releasing me from misery.

If I could stand against the shame, tear down each scar that mars my soul,

I'd shatter every binding chain and finally regain control.

Yet facing life in this cruel blaze, I’m trapped in mistakes I can’t outbrave—

Carrying the shame into my final days, a burden destined for the grave.

[Chorus]

It's easier to give up, let self-harm and alcohol still the pain,

Easier to vanish from it all than face the hurt when I’m left alone again.

[Verse]

Letting go of everything and everyone fills me with despair so raw,

Disappointment weighs like a loaded gun—no strength to fight, no hope for more.

No matter how I strain or fight, I'd rather drown in the relentless tide,

Than challenge this unyielding night with nothing left inside.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

It's easier to give up, let self-harm and alcohol still the pain,

Easier to vanish from it all than face the hurt when I’m left alone again.

It's easier to give up, to let self-harm and poison still the sting,

Easier to run away from everything than face the pain that darkness brings.

[Outro]

If I could face these inner wars, I’d fight with every ounce of might,

But in this hell of a life, the shame drags me deep into endless night.

Believe me, if I could shed it all, I'd take this guilt with me to the grave—

The easy route is my final fall, the only escape I know to save.

[Instrumental fading out]