sky thief (feat. Moth Rogers)

Never ending neediness

Needles threading threats in the the fabric of existence

Perversing my perspective

All at once

Euphoria dysphoria

Leaning towards becoming corpse

Glitter cover the dysmorphia

Pandora door opened a portal to dystopia

I'm more comfortable in this ending world

Thrown emotionally overboard

Drowning in an emptiness abyss

That I prefer

I endure

Chaos

Madness

Temporary bliss

Eternal sadness beauty pageants

Life is but a gift

Stolen by a by sky thief

A mythical being who claims they love me

Had a dream of being seen

Without gender based biases

By self expression nihilists

Labeling me what they want me to be

Animosity that's tossed at me

In the midst of their own insecurities

Hear my own voice when I dream

God has abandoned me

I grew to reject everything

Now I'm alone and empty

My genders null and void

What you assume will be destroyed

Not a man or a boy I am effervescent joy

A creature of the ocean

Yacht sinker whale of fortune

Poet orca giant corpses

Washing up on sandy beaches

I'm the blood sucked from leeches

Corporations politicians religions

And mosquitoes

Everybody needs to eat tho

Feeling depleted sleeping wide awake

Counting digital sheep in a lonely lucid dream

Keeping me from rest

Inching towards death

I hear your voice when I dream

Hand tugging down at me

I freed myself from gravity

And now I'm adrift in the galaxy

Found god on a cloud and I killed him

Out of vengeance out of need for survival

Needing calmness needing stillness

Wondering about

All whimsical and wavering

Intoxicated by spirits serenading me

Listening to the sound of her voice

Narrating the shape of my body is my choice

Her whispers they send shivers down my spine

Telling me I'm alone but everything will be fine

Everyone you need know

Eventually you will find

In the Chaos

Madness

Temporary bliss

Eternal sadness beauty pageants

Life is but a gift

Stolen by a thief

I hear a voice when I dream maybe god

Definitely something

I sway in the wind with the leaves

I will hold onto whatever branch grabs me

Sadness passes

Wait for the magic

Life is but a gift

Delivered from within