I'm Not My God (Cinematic)

no matter how hard I might try to fix me

i keep coming up knowing that something’s missing

am I gonna find the real thing

am I really healing

if it’s left me like

a puppet on the world's strings

i keep thinking surely

this is is not what life is

cause no matter how hard i might try to fix me

i’m just more lost

i’m just more broken

i just feel gone

it’s hard to keep hoping

if the problem is me

then i can’t be the answer

the more I've tried

the more I've failed

i’ve learned that I

can’t save myself

‘cause i’m not my god

i finally found what my heart knew was missing

who knew that the end of me would be when i start really living

now i see i was running from the real thing

trying to be my healing

and it left me like

a puppet on the world's strings

now i know that surely

that’s not what life is

cause I finally found what my heart knew was missing

now i’m not lost

i’m no longer broken

once too far gone

now i know what hope is

the problem was me

but He is the answer

the less i’ve tried

the less i’ve failed

it’s not on me

to save myself

thank God that i’m not my god

the more i trust

the more i’m helped

i could never save myself

‘cause i’m not my god