Lush

I find it hard to sit and say something

I look at you and wonder where you've been

It's cold in here where I wither away

I swallow all the words I couldn't say

But you, are so perfect

The way you laugh it sets off fireworks

It's a disposition not many would think to question and wonder why

Ooo, but it's an envy that poisons my blood and it seeps right out my eyes

You're so lush

Soft to the touch

Pretty and perfect

Beauty unrefined

Why?

I hold onto grudges far too long

Ooo, but you're a diplomat on the surface and it's all wrong!

I clench my jaw and bite my nails till they bleed!

Oh, but it's hard to imagine that it takes a toll on me!

But you're so lush!

A princess cut

Shiny and precious

Beauty unrefined

Why?

Ooo

It's what I'm looking for!

It's what I'm waiting for!

Oh, where is she?

Who is she?

Where is she?

I see nothing

In my reflection

But she's always there!

And I don't know where she comes from

Or who she is