Tears Dropping

Tears dropping in the court before they gave the verdict

They said I need a therapist i put my pain in verses

I thought my darg was living good that’s why it really hurt me

He really looked me in my eyes and said I need a purpose

Early morning hear the birds singing

I tried to call my darg remember that he died that’s when it hurts different

Finger itching why you bitching **** do a mission

It brought me joy I heard he died that’s when I knew I’m tripping

But i ain’t gon lie I put a target on a couple people

My **** died I thought I lost it I had trouble breathing

I’m created by the streets that’s why you see them demons

He made a promise that he’ll kill me he better keep it

We ain’t the same I make that promise I can never leave it

You got your gun I got my gun I guess we dying squeezing

They got Ttg for murder

Jmoney for dealing

I’m troubled by my past and I really need healing

My tears dropping I can’t see the sky right

My tears dropping don’t know if I’m high right now

My tears dropping I don’t want the limelight

Tears dropping I can’t see the sky right now

You know what time it is my bro

You really got the streets behind you

Cause you’re really out here motivating them uno

From the jail **** to the robbing crews

Don’t forget you got the bitches on lock too

You live & die the same

Rest in peace to nagz & ace they lost their lives to blades

Why they rolling round the neighbourhood they spreading blame

I guess it’s easiest to say the only one with fame

But that don’t phase me

I still respect them ladies

Her own son dealing drugs & she been thinking he a baby

If it takes the pain away to blame me imma take it

Smoke it to the face cause all that fake shit really shady

Ohh ohh my soul burning

Ohh I’m never learning

Fucked around and showed you love and then you left me hurting

Ohh I’m never learning

I’ve been searching for my sound and I feel like I found it

It don’t matter what you paid , to get it back is thousands

Had shanks at every age the reason for them shorts and trousers

Ain’t no mansions where I’m from , only council houses

We just assume the grass is greener on the other side

I wish I signed that deal before my fucking **** died

But that’s Allah’s plan so who am I to testify

But **** who am I to rectify

My tears dropping I can’t see the sky right

My tears dropping don’t know if I’m high right now

My tears dropping I don’t want the limelight

Tears dropping I can’t see the sky right now

My tears dropping I can’t see the sky right

My tears dropping don’t know if I’m high right now

My tears dropping I don’t want the limelight

Tears dropping I can’t see the sky right now