Anyways How You Been?

It's not personal You made it personal So we're aware And you play a well Like you're under water But still breathing air Haven't spoken in four months But you act like you're so tough Wish that I had a warning sign Before everything blew up I was a little obsessive And you're a little bit out of touch Everything looks the same But nothing is what it was I was a little bit distant And you hating me being far I don't know what to tell you I don't even know where to start If this is it Then I think I should cut the rope If there's no coming back Then I don't wanna to know After the curtains close What's gonna happen then Another loss I'm lost without you But anyways how you been? You self sabotage You make it worse When I know you mean well Gotta bite my tongue Eating my words Even though it all hurts like hell Haven't spoken in four months And I'm starting to miss us Now I'm all in my head And I'm wondering if there's something I shoulda said I was a little obsessive And you're a little bit out of touch Everything looks the same But nothing is what it was I was a little bit distant And you hated me being far I don't know what to tell you I don't even know where to start If this is it Then I think I should cut the rope If there's no coming back Then I don't wanna to know After the curtains close What's gonna happen then Another loss I'm lost without you But anyways how you been? Anyways, how you been? I been crawling in my skin I can't run I can't win Anyways, how you been? Don't wanna leave but I have to go Get on a plane I'm going home I'm starting over It ain't over I know I'll find you either way But anyways I've been great If this is it Then I think I should cut the rope If there's no coming back Then I don't wanna to know After the curtains close What's gonna happen then Another loss I'm lost without you But anyways how you been?