Always an Angel

Always an option, never the one Always the poet, not the poem Always the moon, never the sun Always a choice, but never chosen Always the finder, never the found Always the listener, never the sound Always trying, never enough Always below and never above Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always an angel, never a god Always the helper, never the helped Always the lover, never the loved Always the artist, never the art Always the fix when they fall apart Always the saviour, never the saved Always the coward, never the brave Always the artist, never the muse So much to gain but much more to lose Always an angel, never a god Trying to love, but told I'm too much All that I have is falling apart Always an angel, never a god Always in second, never the one Thought I could fly, but fell to the ground Always the jinx and never the luck When's it my turn to come out on top?