If I Could

You called me up at home

But you were already gone

And I didn't hear it in your voice

If I could go back, then I would

Take every chance that I could

To hold you close, turn down all the noise

Just wanna crystalize

That soul I see in your eyes

Before every last memory of you dies

All that was sweet is more than bitter now

Hits with a bite that all but takes me out

Impressions of you, all but the truth

What are we doing with this all-consuming?

Your heart is something I can't live without

If I could lay out my fears, and

Drown underneath my tears, oh

Would that be enough? Would you help me back up?

The air in my lungs feels hollow

Oxygen hurts to swallow

But the void I've got left is sharper than breath

Just wanna crystalize

That soul I see in your eyes

Before every last memory of you dies

All that was sweet is more than bitter now

Hits with a bite that all but takes me out

Impressions of you, all but the truth

What are we doing with this all-consuming?

Your heart is something I can't live without

Filling space and time

In an archive of what's yours and mine

Witching hour words

Meant with so much love, but now they hurt

And I-I just want to know why it all went grey

And I-I-I, I just want to know if you're okay

All that was sweet is more than bitter now

Hits with a bite that all but takes me out

Impressions of you, all but the truth

What are we doing with this all-consuming?

Your heart is something I can't live without