stay away

I'm lying to my friends again

Cause I keep letting you back in

It's so fucking embarrassing

I can't look them in their eyes

I can't even justify it

I cancel all my plans for you

I make up another excuse

Cause they know who I'm running to

I don't have to say your name

They all know it anyway

I know they see right through it all

But I'm still delusional

Delusional

I know that you're not good for me

Addicted to your depravity

I feel shittier each time we end

Sweet toxicity pulling me in

I'll go bet against history

Like I need another reason to leave

My proclivity for self demise

Same sharp consequence cuts like a knife and

Even knowing it won't change

I can't seem to stay away

I don't wanna let them down

Cause I don't think they'll come around

Spent so long drowning them out

The guilt is eating me alive

As I go spend another night

I know they see right through it all

But I'm still delusional

Delusional

I know that you're not good for me

Addicted to your depravity

I feel shittier each time we end

Sweet toxicity pulling me in

I'll go bet against history

Like I need another reason to leave

My proclivity for self demise

Same sharp consequence cuts like a knife and

Even knowing it won't change

I can't seem to stay away

You lie in my bed

I lie to my friends

Said this is the end

But here we are again

You lie in my bed

I lie to my friends

Said this is the end

But here we fucking go again

(And again)

(Here we fucking go again)

And again and again and again and again

I'll go bet against history

Like I need another reason to leave

My proclivity for self demise

Same sharp consequence cuts like a knife and

Even knowing it won't change

I can't seem to stay away

Away

I feel shittier each time we end

Sweet toxicity pulling me in

Even knowing it won't change

I can't seem to stay away