Find Myself

Stop whatever you’re doing

Was I someone good? Focus I’m not joking

You could tell me all those lies

& I’ll just keep on moving on

Was I just somebody else?

Can I look back and tell

Waiting on another help

I’m tryna find myself

Could I ever help myself?

Won’t I just mess it up

No point in finding help

I need to change myself

Yeah, imma change that’s a big fact

Imma change up all these Ls to a big stack

Take up all these Ms, buy myself a nice car

Hide yo girl she will really need a big rock

Big rock, small rock, small talk

Is that you want in this life, that you live once

I don’t want any M, I want a reason

Live a full life, that’s my legion

But look, you’ll never mean something

Who will remember, once you die and you only did nothing

Nothing that you accomplished ever really meant something

And you reflect, I will deflect and look down on you

Look down all you want

I’m good with what I have

People love me now

And they will love me then

I know when I need them, they will fall flat

Love me all they want, but then they leave me dormant

I know I'm empty, they can fill me with all that

You know what? Fuck you, im gonna

Choose a better life, I'm gonna look ahead

Never looking back don’t wanna be afraid

Bring my up chest up I need to be so brave

Face my problems I don’t let it fade

Stop whatever you’re doing

Was I someone good? Focus I’m not joking

You could tell me all those lies

& I’ll just keep on moving on

Was I just somebody else?

Can I look back and tell

Waiting on another help

I’m tryna find myself

Could I ever help myself?

Won’t I just mess it up

No point in finding help

I need to change myself