Curse

This is for the nights that never got to take peace to sustain

(Against till the end)

This is my own curse that stays in my mind and my brain

(Against till the end)

You wanna draw fake yourself

That moment the silence between heart beats

Outside noise dives into my consciousness

I feel you by my side

Leave me alone

Forsake such an unsightly

I let myself out from the nightmare

You're suffering to die

And you stare at me, grasp hard my mind

I don't make yourself through your eyes

Don't crush on chest

No confidence that it's sickness

That curse is myself

I never desire lost today

But the fear that falling asleep appears on cracks of joy

Roaring sound to cheat my brain appears on cracks

Roaring sound to cheat my brain

(Bury by myself)

Withdrawn death

Don't crush on chest

No confidence that it's sickness

As if the curse is myself with the erratic breathe

As is the curse is myself