The Light Within

So I can see the light within

I need a break now

Tryin' to find some clarity

I'm starting to break down

On the dark side, polarity

I get lost in the quiet

My thoughts overload

Do I suffer in silence?

I'm outta control

Yeah, I'm friends with the enemy

So that no one can hinder me

From the medicine I'm gonna take

I could never start over

I would never be the same

Maybe I am just a loner

Who won't live to see another day?

I've tried for so long to have faith

I've prayed for someone to come and open

My eyes so I can see the light within

I don't think I can now

No, I cannot change my tendency

I'm losing the spark somehow

When will I be able to relight it again?

And it's dark when the fire goes out, I feel numb

The silence is violent

There's nowhere to run

My conscience lingers in remorse

I could never start over

I would never be the same

Maybe I am just a loner

Who won't live to see another day?

I've tried for so long to have faith

I've prayed for someone to come and open

My eyes so I can see the light within

What do you expect of me?

I'm not who I used to be

I can't fake this anymore

And if time is medicine

I will overdose again

We hide scars we can't ignore

Can't ignore

I could never start over

'Cause I'll never be the same

Maybe I am just a loner

Who won't live to see another day?

I've tried for so long to have faith

I've prayed for someone to come and open

My eyes so I can see the light within

What do you expect of me?

I'm not who I used to be

I can't fake this anymore

And if time is medicine

I will overdose again

My eyes so I can see the light within