Hard to Begin

It's 4:08AM I'm up writing this letter to you

Hope you hear it someday and realize you were the muse

I know you waited for so long to be sang to

We still see each other now and then just chill and grab food

Catch up, part with a hug, telling each other, be good

Avoiding the elephant in the room

You talk with your eyes and ask with your smile

I know your feeling something more the way we keep on getting close

Wondering if we'd be more

If there's another door, that leads to us falling in love maybe forevermore

Baby I've been there before, that's why I'm hesitant

Just to fall deeper in love to have it break again

To worse than where we started, maybe even regretting

It's so damn hard to begin

It's so damn hard to begin

Falling in love again

Hoping we'll never end

It's so damn hard to begin

Falling in love again

And hoping we'll never end

Another days goes by without me being open to you

Just keeping feelings to myself to keep you out of the loop

Like we're on different other sides of a merry go round riding in circles on and on every day

These excuses to myself make it across like I tease you

Expectations moving forward make sense for us to be stable

Like the couple everybody is jealous cause they're perfect in every single way every day

Baby I've been there before, that's why I'm hesitant

Just to fall deeper in love to have it break again

To worse than where we started, maybe even regretting

It's so damn hard to begin

It's so damn hard to begin

Falling in love again

Hoping we'll never end

It's so damn hard to begin

Falling in love again

And hoping we'll never end

So hard to begin over again

All over again

So damn hard to begin over again, again, again, again

It’s so hard to begin