The Bell Jar

I haven't forgotten him

But ill push it down

The pain turns to emptiness

After a little while

My innocence

My need to make him proud is gone

Buried because

You've become my favorite distraction

Skinny broken model

This sadness runs so deep

That my feet can't reach the bottom (bum bum)

The bottom

I never understood the importance

Of an empty conversation

But my head gets so loud, it's all I want lately

And you, you're perfect, cause you'll never know me well

So I'll keep you around to avoid myself

You've become my favorite distraction

Skinny broken model

This sadness runs so deep

That my feet can't reach the bottom (bum bum)

You're a pill that I can swallow

This sadness runs so deep

That my feet can't reach the bottom

I'll never let someone in again

The way that I did him

Everything is safe if its not under my skin

Leave it to the past

To create present suffering

I can't still my mind without remembering