Evergreen

I sat and watched TV for two days

I think my mom is gonna miss me

Can't say that I've been doing well

Therapy told me Jesus loves me more than I love myself

I woke up choking on my vomit

I couldn't clean it out the carpet

Oh, my anxiety's a real bitch

Maybe I can drink to death before all my friends

And all I've learned is

There's no truth that's not worth lying for

Heaven ain't no place worth dying for

Love is all that you'll ever need

To keep your sadness evergreen

Bite your tongue so you don't say you're sorry

All that God has ever felt is lonely

Love is all that you'll ever need

To keep your sadness evergreen, you know

I'm worried nothing ever leaves here

I think there's cancer in all my prayers

I'm gonna cry if I don't laugh

So, if the joke's on me, am I just sad on my own behalf?

I know, I know

The world is sick of it

I know, I know

I fucked it up again

I wouldn't wish loving me on any of my enemies

There's no truth that's not worth lying for

Heaven ain't no place worth dying for

Love is all that you'll ever need

To keep your sadness evergreen

Bite your tongue so you don't say you're sorry

All that God has ever felt is lonely

Love is all that you'll ever need

To keep your sadness evergreen, you know

Oh, oh, oh

All God

Has ever felt is lonely

Lover, won't you hold me?

Take me back or take me home

There's no truth that's not worth lying for

Heaven ain't no place worth dying for

Love is all that you'll ever need

To keep your sadness evergreen

Bite your tongue so you don't say you're sorry

All that God has ever felt is lonely

Love is all that you'll ever need

To keep your sadness evergreen, you know