i always end up leaving.

I don't know how to say things that I know are gonna hurt you

I don't know how to carry this burden but I still do

Growing up hasn't made much sense since I left school

Now I'm all alone in my room thinking how did I fuck this up again?

'Cause when you're down

I'm not around

When you call for me

I turn down the sound

Instead of facing what I know

I turn away out of hope

That maybe someday I won't think of leaving

When you need me

And I know you wonder how I spend my time

'Cause when you text me I take two days to reply

And I don't know why you won't leave me

The man I am is half of who I used to be

'Cause when you're down

I'm not around

When you call for me

I turn down the sound

Instead of facing what I know

I turn away out of hope

That maybe someday I won't think of leaving

When you need me

I'm doubting myself

Cause everything I said is in the past

That's the past

Thought that we were gonna last

We could've been happy ever after

Now we're a disaster

And I couldn't run away faster

Cause I never could give you what you want

I tell myself that 'cause I don't know what I want (Hold up)

I need a lesson on self love

No I don't need drugs

Now you're gone I just really wanna see ya

'Cause when you're down

I'm not around

When you call for me

I turn down the sound

Instead of facing what I know

I turn away out of hope

That maybe someday I won't think of leaving

When you need me

I always end up leaving

So where do you need me?

I always end up leaving

When you need me

(Hello?)