when i lost my peace

I feel like I've died and came back to life a million times

I wonder if I will ever revive to live a good life again

But soon you'll realize that everyone lies and I'm just as bad as them

So look in my eyes, I'll tell you I'm fine but I want my life to end

If what I sow is what I reap

Then I must go 'cause I'm too in deep

Time moves slow and it all repeats

'til we're broken down and we're sound asleep

For what I know isn't what I need

Need to find a home, one that's not empty

And the walls are blank, but I watch them bleed

Words that I had spoke when I lost my peace

My peace is regained

Falling again with one in the chamber

One in the same

Everybody retains so much anger

I don't understand the words that you say to me

On the other hand I wasn't listening

And trust me I know

I'm sorry that it's hard to let go

When I've been down this path for so long

And honestly I think that I broke

And I've got nothing left here to show

If what I sow is what I reap

Then I must go 'cause I'm too in deep

Time moves slow and it all repeats

'til we're broken down and we're sound asleep

For what I know isn't what I need

Need to find a home, one that's not empty

And the walls are blank, but I watch them bleed

Words that I had spoke when I lost my peace