House of Cards

I'm in an open field in single file

I'll hold my breath for another mile

I gotta suffocate my inner child

To protect us, it's for the best 'cause

I built a house of cards but I forgot the stairs

So tell me what my worth is, if no one even cares

My love don't hit the same, I'm feeding of off theirs

So can you see me, can anyone see?

Can you see me?

What if you finally noticed me? (What would I do?)

Given you every part of me (But I'm scared of you)

I romanticize the things that I despise

What if you finally noticed me?

Show me that you love me, screaming out my name

But every time you watch me, I feel so out of place

I'm trying my best to be like everyone I hate

So you'd finally see me, I need you to see me

'Cause I'm crawling through your TV

Broken, but appealing

All over your bedroom

I'm dangling from the ceiling

What if you finally noticed me? (What would I do?)

Given you every part of me (But I'm scared of you)

I romanticize the things that I despise

What if you finally noticed me?

And if my dreams came true

Why am I so scared of everything you do?

And if my dreams come true

Then why am I so scared of you?