Force

Used to be the type to force everything

I was falling out with family, whole lotta problems

Moving to a phase filled with better things

Disrespecting to my face, but I would say it's all love

That love is all gone, my heart is hollow

I was in full rooms, but still felt alone

Felt like the world came crashing down

I can't force it again

I can't force it again

Relationships shattered, act like I ain't matter

I can't force it again

I can't force it again

My head been scattered

Figured out the pattern

Had to step away 'fore I get madder, real talk

I was blind, couldn't read the chapter, feels off

Heavyweight, carrying these burdens, need the steel off

Wouldn't cross the street for me, but I rode till the wheels off

Must be my jeans I swear my heart turned Chrome

If we don't speak then please just leave me alone

Simply need the distance

I was up wishing on a star that you were there for me

But you weren't there to listen

I don't need assistance

I had to learn how to stand on my own

Threw away my crutches need to strengthen my bones

Stressing over things that's out of my control

Can't let it happen again

Forced relations and convos with family and friends

So this is the end

I remember how it felt

Felt like the world came crashing down

I can't force it again

I can't force it again

Relationships shattered, act like I ain't matter

I can't force it again

I can't force it again

My head been scattered

Figured out the pattern