Lonely

I was lonely making an album, attempted it four times

Lost my confidence and you wouldn't believe why

Sitting in the studio with my head in my hands

Thinking what am I to do with this music I can't write?

Team falling apart and I'm caught in the crossfire

You selling me lies and saying I must buy

Messing with my mental that I've worked hard to protect

It's causing pains in my chest, so it's best that I cut ties

Tryna make an album means baring my whole truth

Unpacking the fuckery I'm trying to heal through

Imagine telling it all to somebody you trust

Then that same somebody then holds it against you

Mm

It's almost like that somebody's trying to end you

I was lonely making an album till I released I'm all I needed to get through

So lonely

A race against time

But take it slowly

Playing on my weakness

And that's unholy

I'll pray for you

God is who we both need

I was lonely making an album, I ran into mad blocks

Tryna find that girl everybody's a fan of

Couldn't even say what I thought was good anymore

Whether I'm hands on or hands off

Maybe music just isn't meant for me anymore

Maybe I'll erase all these memories from my core

Maybe I'll do more acting and less rapping

'Cos I don't even know who I'm meant to be anymore

Lonely making an album is tackling all doubt

I'm used to making it with—, can I do it without?

No figure of speech, I get it by any means

No sucker is in my genes, yet still having more doubts

On top of that, I'm dealing with somebody who's obsessed with more clout

I was lonely making an album till I realised my story's all I can pour out

So lonely

A race against time

But take it slowly

Playing on my weakness

And that's unholy

I'll pray for you

God is who we both need

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

Up away, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

Up away, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

Up away, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away

Up away, up away

I'm spinning, up away

I'm spinning, up away