Surprise Guilty Party

I feel my world shrinking down

doomed to live and die in this dead small town

A microcosm of sadness

I’ll suck it up and take the sentence handed

Trapped in this place and youre trapped in your body

I feel ashamed of this feeling, I feel sorry

Surprise guilty parties

I never RSVP’d to

Used to feel control

It’s all chaos now , distorted sound

And I’m just so small

Future in deaths chokehold

It’s not the dream I was sold

If I escape I betray my moral compass

Can’t go on with you in the rear view

Bite my tongue into pieces

I don’t want the guilt, to hold on to you

Used to feel control

It’s all chaos now, distorted sound

And I’m just so small

Future in deaths chokehold

It’s not the dream I was sold

Give it up it was never really yours to hold

It was only an illusion that you had it at all

Keep calm and you’ll float